I'm coming!!

assalamualaikum semua...

erm..lama dah kan xbercerita kt cni...

sbrnya sepanjang ketiadaan diri ini untk update,macam2 berlaku...

hati memng sgt terancam... 

si die dah jauh di terengganu... dan saya masih lagi tercegat disni... amat kasihn..

tp alhamdulillah,kami baek2 aje...

sbnrnya bnyak cerita yg patut dirahsiakan.. tp hati ni nak sgt cerita...

mcm2 la jd... dgn hubungan kwan2,dgn keputusan utk teruskan hidup..

sedang mengalami maslah utk meneruskn hidup iaitu dlm membuat keputusan samada nak smbung blaja smbil bkerja atau p0n tidak...

sebenarnya xnk la membebankan ibu dan bapa... tg0k diorg keje sgt sush... xsanggup nak suruh diorg tanggung blaja...

bila neng0k member smue smbung blaja,ser0n0k je kn..huhu...

insyaAllah akan ku smbung blaja dalam waktu terdekat ni... 

ilmu ni kita kena cari selagi kita hidup..:)

this is UNFAIR!

assalamuaaikum syg...syg...syg...

okay,memang dah lama xtulis blog ni... kenp?surprise ke tulis bhasa melayu?hehe...

xdek apa nk dikejutkn p0wn... 

skrg ni pukul 0016 bersamaan 16 bulan 7,2011...

tujuan nya adalh...

utk meraih simpati dr semua...

xpatut la keputusan tu.. ini tidak adil! ini tidak adil! benci bt0l... nyampah..sedih semua ada... teruk sgt ke aq ni? smpi snggup pilih org laen?

teruk 00wwhhh bila dapat tau ini terjadi smlm(wp0n bru beberapa minit yg lepas smlm sudha berrakhir)

walaupun begitu,shbt ade menyatakan,mungkin ade hikmah di sebalek takdir tu... s0,wait with ur confidence la... 

jap,k0rung tahu ke aq citer pasal apa ni?hehe

pasal result upu la... snanrnya aq bangga dgn tmpt aq blaja tu... xpek la,pasni kalau org tanya aq blja mana aq jwb la blaja kt skolah...ngeh ngeh ngeh... :)...

wokey la... sbnrnya nk update bl0g je...tetibe gatai plak nak nulis.. nk tyd0 ni...esok nk keje plak... j0wm masak bersama chef zurina!hehe

I'm not hypocrite!

"Eleh, kau pakai tudung pun bukannya ikhlas. Hipokrit!"

"Bajet baik la konon nak nasihat aku! Munafik la weyh!"

"Eh, sejak bila jadi pak lebai ni? Dah pandai cakap halal haram ni? Munafik betul!"

Sakit telinga mendengar. Sakit lagi dalam hati. Kerana itu, ramai yang tersungkur. Hasrat mahu berubah, terkubur hanya kerana 'suara keldai' ini. Inilah cabaran orang yang mahu berubah. Pasti dia akan terdengar cakap-cakap buruk dari manusia sebangsa dan seagama dengan mereka ini.

Persoalan saya, adakah orang yang mahu berubah itu orang hipokrit?

Tidak! Sama sekali bukan munafik orang yang mahu berubah. Sebaliknya, tindakan untuk berubah itu tindakan orang bijak dan berani. Maka,

izinkan saya menyatakan penghargaan saya kepada anda yang sedang berusaha untuk berubah. Anda seorang wira! Anda seorang pejuang! Dan anda seorang yang cantik di mata Tuhan.

Janganlah berhenti. Dalam banyak tempat dalam Al-Quran, Allah menyatakan bahawa manusia akan diuji. Diuji, dan terus diuji hingga diyakini, siapa yang dalam kalangan kita yang benar-benar 'bulat' hatinya untuk mencari wajah-Nya.

Ujian ini Allah timpakan kepada kita seperti tangga. Selepas kita memanjat satu tangga, kita akan memanjat satu lagi. Kemudian, satu

lagi, dan satu lagi. Hinggalah kita mencapai puncak iaitu wajah redha-Nya. Antara ujian yang paling berat ialah penerimaaan masyarakat, ahli keluarga dan kawan-kawan kita.

Bagi yang lemah, pasti mereka akan berhenti memanjat hanya kerana label munafik atau hipokrit yang diberikan orang. Tuduhan yang

tersangat salah! Saya tertarik dengan satu hadis:

Rasulullah s.a.w telah bersabda yang maksudnya: "Bacalah al-Quran dan menangislah, dan jika tidak boleh menangis buat-buatlah menangis" - Hadis riwayat At-Tabrani.

Saya paling tertarik dengan perkataan 'buat-buatlah menagis'. Bukankah pada zahirnya, 'buat-buat' tu bererti berlakon? Adakah kita mahu

menipu Allah?

Tidak. Sama sekali tidak. Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Tahu dan Paling Faham akan manusia. Dia tahu, bahawa untuk manusia menjadi hamba yang baik, dia tidak akan dapat terus jadi baik. Dia harus melalui proses yang panjang. Sedikit demi sedikit, perubahan akan berlaku.

Allah tahu segalanya. Dia tahu bahawa kita ada limit atau batasan. Kita tidak akan mampu terus berubah dengan mendadak. Kita hanya akan mampu berubah, sedikit demi sedikit. Kerana itu, Allah tak memberatkan kita dengan 'mesti menangis', sebaliknya Allah sediakan kita

keringanan, jika kita tak mampu, buat-buatlah menangis.

Dengan erti kata lain, jika kita tidak mampu jadi manusia yang terbaik, maka kita latihlah diri menjadi manusia yang baik! Lama-kelamaan, pasti kita akan dapat jadi yang terbaik. Bukankah mentol yang ada pada hari ini adalah hasil daripada ratusan kegagalan Thomas Edison? Saya pasti, kalau Thomas Edison berjiwa kecil, pasti dia akan putus asa apabila dicaci.

Untuk mencapai kesempurnaan iman, jangan takut mencuba menerima cacian.

Kesimpulan

Jangan peduli cakap orang. Bukankah kita mahu berubah kerana Allah? Allah pasti akan suka, jika kita mahu berubah. Cuma syaitan saja yang tak suka. Jadi, rasanya tidak melampau jika saya kata manusia yang menghalang orang buat baik, dia tu macam syaitan. Ada bantahan?

Selepas ini, jika ada lagi orang kata 'kau munafik', maka balaslah, "So what?

credit to I luv Islam.com

port dicks0n!

WELCOME T0

yes...glory beach resort.. my family and I was here on 1st and 2nd May 2011. we have a g00d time there. b00king an apartment and sneak out at night!ahakz!

at first my dad does n0t planned at all on this vacation,but after I'm back from Kedah,he said, okay..we will go..hehe.. s0,booking an aprtment.hard actually bc0z it was a public holiday. so many 0f family in Malaysia decide to have a good time at Port Dickson. 

finally, we decide to book a hotel while in the journey because we don't know where to stay actually until we find a signboard for GLORY BEACH RESORT at the junction. then, I used my expertise to call that resort,actually forcing by my dad. he f0rce me to call it,if not, my family and I will sleep in the van..p00r..hehe

then,finally we deserve what we want. an aprtment than can full by our family. it was in ground floor actually. but its okay because it near to swimming p00l. so it will easy to my younger brother to go there.. 

s0,everyb0dy..enjoy it!

so,many people actually.. s0,never mind.. 1 Malaysia right?

with the malaya hero..hehe

okay..here you go.., this is my IBU.. Happy mothers Day Ibu!

beautiful

our activity at night.. a crab session!

so,I would like thanx ti my parent because spent time together with us even in short time..hehe..

n0w,i need to focus on my future. need to find a job.. 

owh ya, congrats to Fitri because already have a job!

after this, I will find my j0b at the same place but in different branch..

wish me luck..bye!

back fr0m vacati0n...!!!

hell0...hell0...hell0....hehe

happy huh??of course! just back from vacation.. g0ing t0 where?0kay.. my family and I just back from P0rt Dicks0n,Negeri Sembilan.. s0 hhappy and really enj0y! 

owh ya.. berf0re that, I w0uld like t0 share s0mething on what happened t0 me f0r few days bef0re.. 0kay.. 0n Thursday till Saturday I went t0 Kubang Rotan,Kedah.. programmed f0r Bakti Siswa. its involve f0r p0liteknik at north zone,include PTSB,PSP,PBU,PTSS and organizer from POLIMAS... herm... okay la that pr0gramme..I think our pr0gramme are better than this..hehe... quite b0ring actually... the arrangement 0f tentative are quite l00se...hehe... n0t s0 thight..s0,the participant f0r this pr0grmmed are n0t cntrol by the organizer itself.. so,its up to you if you would like t0 d0 what... 

here are s0me picture that I would like share with you..enj0y!hehe

okay,here are the pr0ps!

g0t talent right?hehe

....seni000rrr  n  juni0000r...

we need t0 repair this h0use. ;( .. I'm appreciate what I have..

this is my buddy! her name : Jannah,from PTSS,Perlis

 yes,of course..hehe

okay that all about the picture... actually there's m0re... but it en0ugh okay..hehe 

I went back to my house on 30 April 2011 on Saturday.. I need t0 rush because on 1st Mei, my 'sepupu' will engage..hehe.. my m0m said, u better back early.. s0,after I just finished my programmed,I straight buy ticket from alor setar to shah alam.. then,I f0und him!!

 mr.norman hakim bin ahmad...hehe

thanx t0 mr. norman!!

okay..here are my 'sepupu yg bertunang'..hehe.. s0 beautiful,charming princes!ahakz!

just waiting f0r her wedding day actually..

this is her n her future 'mak mertua'..hehe

future husband and wife... s0 cute!ahakz!

okay... that all f0r n0w.... after this I will share my family VACATION..hehe

just wait okay!

s0 sad

assalamualaikum..

herm,...10.15 am.. early in Wednesday m0rning.. i'm very sad right n0w... actually from last night I was s0 sad bcuase he 'leave' me and hang out with his friends. s0mtimes I felt that he's friend would like to take away him from me.. I don't want that.. seriously I cant accept if he going out with anyb0dy while i'm in h0stel with n0 happiness. i'm very hunger yesterday then i call him,where are you???i know he try to avoid to say that he at 'kedai mkn'.. yeah!s0,perfect while i'm very hunger and he hang out with his friend and eat s0 mush as he can.. i'm starving!!

i kn0w i'm n0t the women you prefer for the level of jealous. my jealous to him are t00 high until what he would like to d0 i will think he n0t l0ve and care t0 me.. s0 sad... actually yesterday i don't have enough credit to text him..then I just let it and i expect he would call me..but n0.. my expectation are correctly wr0ng...huhu... t0day, he just call me for wake me up f0r subuh prayer. i thought he will call me after i pray,but he's not.. just let me 'begitu sahaja'. 

he kn0w i will going to my 'mak angkat' house. i thought he will follow me and spent time together with me.. but, he's not. he has w0rk to d0 at politeknik. s0,i need t0 accept it.. and i,will going to my 'mak angkat' house with my 2guys that I'm not familiar yet..huhu... 

h0ney, if anything happens to me... just remember i always l0ve and miss you and always want you beside me every time..huhu

my family

hye there!!

g00d m0rning... still early in the morning actually even  time at 10.00am sharp! never mind..its okay right!

erm... firstly, I would like t0 pr0ud t0 myself bec0z I s0 excited t0 make a bl0g and bec0me a bl0gger...hehe

based on the title given(like writing an essay f0r MUET..hehe), I would like to share s0mething about my family.. don't worry,it is n0t f0r my truly family... it was my family at PTSB.. yes!my institution which I already finished my xm yesterday...

actually I have 0ne big family while I'm studying here. from I was in semester 1 until in semester 6. Noorhafizah binti mahmud, Rumaizah binti Md Rejab, Siti Zubaidah binti Othman Siru, Zulaiha binti Aman n Noman Hakim bin Ahmad.. all this pers0n already help me when I'm stuck in my life. they always with me when I need them.. I love you all very much. you all actually already like my sisters n br0thers. it is hard for me to leave my siblings. actually I was involve in PEMBIMBING RAKAN SISWA (PRS) from semester 1 until n0w,n0w,n0w and n0w.. actually until the future.. this club has already teach me h0w  t0 interact with pe0ple very well.. happiness,sadness everything we shre t0geteher. 

f0r all my semester 6 friends, a lot 0f program we have j0in t0gether. n0 w0nder our relationship are very strong and is hard f0r us to f0rget all the mem0ries we have d0ne! I l0ve you all very much.. from the orientation weeks, motivation day, pr0gramme organizer and bla..bla..bla... actuallyt00 much 0f pr0grem we already d0ne t0gthers. I'm s0rry if i can't t0 be a friend very well but.. I always appreciate what we already d0ne t0gthers. muahx!!!